Hello, everyone! I just wanted to share with you my thoughts and just let you know how I'm doing there. Maybe someone will understand me and feel the same way as I do.
Well, I wanted to be a musician all my life. Recently I found my old notebook when I was writing being a kid, that I want to be a musician. I already forgot that I wanted that as a kid! It was stunning feeling when I found that notebook.
Well, I never went to music school. I never got any education in music. And 8 years ago I started to play guitar. I played on it a year or two and I realised that playing a guitar doesn't give me such pleasure as singing. So I started to sing.
I worked in a regular job on which work many people. Nothing special. A seller.
And you know what crossed my mind recently? That my life is passes by. I never achieve my dream working here. I try to make a living for myself, yes. But I don't do what I really want. I don't do what I'm passion about. Time is running like in a hourglass. And you know what I did?
I quit from my job. And I said to myself, that I will be practice singing everyday from now on. No one understands me, and no one will, I guess. Nor my family, nor my friends. For them I just that crazy person, who's doing a mistake of his life and doesn't even know about it.
Well, at least in the end of my life I can say: "Hey, I tried. I tried to do, what I want to do. What my passion is about."
Yes, hard times financially has come. I work here and there on a half-time job. And the process of learning to sing is tough. But I'll get there. No one believes in me, no one think that this all is a good idea. But it doesn't even makes me sad or frustrated. It's even...you know, a motivation to achieve my goals. And then I turned back and look on all these hard times that I got through, and I say "it was worth it".
Or maybe I don't achieve it and always try to make a living in trying to get me noticed as a musician. Who knows.
Anyway, thanks for spend 2 minute of your life on reading my thoughts and about my life.
If someone reading this and wants to achieve their goals too - go for it. Life is short. At least you won't be dissappointed that you've never tried.